Perhaps, Love

每个人都想明白

谁是自己生命不该错过的真爱

特别在午夜醒来更是会感慨

心动埋怨还有不能释怀

都是因为你触碰了 爱

如果这就是爱

再转身就该勇敢留下来

就算受伤 就算流泪

都是生命里温柔灌溉

哦 爱 在回忆里总是那么明白

困惑的心 流过的泪

还有数不清黑夜等待

如果这就是爱

如果你当时明白

后来的生命里是快乐还是悲哀

特别在夜深人静时想起未来

是否能平静不会想现在

只是因为你拥有了 爱

如果这就是爱

再转身就该勇敢留下来

就算受伤就算流泪

都是生命里温柔灌溉

哦 爱在回忆里总是那么明白

困惑的心流过的泪

还有数不清黑夜等待

如果这就是爱

如果这就是爱

Don't know why I am so stucked with this song recently, even it has been launched for quite sometimes ago, my colleague has set it as her ring tone, by everytime of her incoming calls. The song sounds and reminds me of someone, BB, who used to express such of similiar feeling towards me after we broke off.

Note for BB :

I appreciate everything you've done for me all these years, and ton of apologies that you suffered alot in this relationship. Perhaps it's love, that make you can't help thinking of one in numerous sleepless nights, the previous joyness and pains is being interchanged at the bottom of your heart. I fully understand how you actually feel.

However, we both know this relationship could not be kept any longer, we are usually far aparted and both of us have our own life partner who means even more to each other, the longer that we keep this , the deeper hurt is going to be...

Perhaps it's love, so that we begin; Perhaps it's love, so that we end.

I was so nervous thinking about our future, it almost nexts to impossible. I got no better choice but giving it up, this might not be good decision, but believe that is the ever toughest decision that I've made and I'm sure it benefits all of us. I am such a practical person. Sorry, I've moved on..